My first blog

Okay...so this is my first blog. Ever. Because this is what I need in my life - another way to waste my time. Perfect. Now when I am around a computer I can sign in to my five email addresses, Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, AND my new blog! Haha I'm actually kind of excited. Now we'll just see if anyone actually wants to read what I'm going to write. I have this sneaking suspicion that most people have their own lives and may not want to know all of my thoughts on a daily basis.

Alright enough on that. Maybe I should explain why I am calling myself the complicated shopaholic. Why? because I'm complicated and I have a shopping problem. Not complicated like high maintenance. Complicated when it comes to other things. Like relationships. Right now I'm stuck in one I don't want to be in. But that's jumping ahead......I have this theory. People want what they can't have. It kind of applies to everything but especially in relationships. When you know that someone is so into you that they would do anything for you, isn't it kind of a turnoff? Or what about those guys who are "Too Nice"? What does "Too Nice" mean, anyway? "Oooh looks like you're 'too nice'...I'm going to have to dump you and find myself a guy who thinks he's God's gift to the universe and doesn't care if I exist"...Ha I'm really not as pessimistic as this makes me seem - or maybe I am.